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4.18.24 - なえます。

hi everypony. i've had an eventful past week or two since the last update. i went to sakura festival and performed soran bushi. i didn't do the best job but i did have fun which is what matters i think.

I hungout with the lolitas on that side of the state which was a good time. I went to a market and bought some tea tree soap and african black soap. based. we got some really yummy pizza at some restaurant. i got that pierrot miku prize figure. it's my first miku figure. she's. huge. i didn't know sega figures were so big. i can't imagine the size of a scale.

I've been working on a page for my England pictures, but I've been moving very slowly. I hope to finish it up this weekend. I'm just so tired. I wanted to do a lot today, but I couldn't get out of bed. It's 2AM now. Despite sleeping all day, I still feel like garbage. I think I need to eat more vegetables and proteins. I got a bit too focused on starches. And starches are just so filling- I'd barely eat anything then immediately feel full.

Anyway, I've honestly been trying to write this entry for a while now, but I've had nothing to say. Despite my exciting time at the sakura festival and exploring the city, i haven't felt excited to talk about it. i think i'm burned out or something. just want to stay in bed all the time. worried i won't be alive for my Japan trip, but.. it should be fine. i hope. i'll eat healthy food and walk lots hopefully... and drink tea.. yes.

I heard about a job for next semester and got in contact with the guy offering it. So, hopefully that works out. If I can work more than 9 hours a week, that would be ideal so I can build my savings while also buying lolita. 9 hours a week is not cutting it ;-w-.

anyway, i picked omma dev back up.. into the meat of things. feeling good but also so exhausted i can't get much done. i got past one part i've been dreading a bit. i may add more to it later, but for now, it is sufficient. i'm feeling really good about omma! it'll be good.. just.. need to pick up the pace in the summer.

well.

i guess i have nothing else to say.. i feel like i usually am more energetic with my entries but i'm just so tired. i've had nothing to say.... sorry my head is so empty.