go ahead and leave me

i am an extremely depressing woman with a bad memory generally. i am always crying in my house. if asylums were still were mentally ill women were thrown, i'd be there, but now i make games. some are good. some are bad. you can decide which game is which.

i have little social battery generally. i prefer being emailed due to it being less easy to forget to respond to an email vs a DM.. i enjoy laissez faire interactionduue to my low energy.

it's best to ask me questions or send me stuff here though. i tend to respond to most stuff...

thank you for your time my love!

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i think i prefer to stay inside...

  • i want to try writing more about myself so the first fun fact is that fun fact!
  • my favorite is black though if you don't consider that a color, beige is fine.
  • in 2025 i bought a crt and i like to cover it in stickers of my lifelong interests!!
  • i enjoy making playlists for my friends
  • my favorite romance subgenre genre is yuri but i am also fond of yaoi
  • i visited japan and communicated with lots of people with poor JP! i suck but love casual japanese though haven't practiced in quite some time
  • i use windows 11 but i use it better than anyone else!
  • sheep are my favorite animals though a close second are bunny rabbits
  • my granny and i share the same birthstone and i learned lots about flowers
  • i am bad at holding grudges. i find it too exhausting to be mad.
  • my favorite kind of pets are chihuaha mixes!
  • when i was diagnosed with ASD, the diagnoser said my interest in lolita was very cool.
  • at any given moment, there is a high likelihood i have a migraine.
  • i consider myself to be a mean person but then i tell people that and they laugh at me!! but my family says i'm really mean!! what is the truth!!
  • while i draw, i love to commission people and receieve art via other ways (trades, gift, artfight) which i often display on my site and IRL.
  • i dream of owning a cricut

look at me still talking when there's science to do...

some of my interests include (please forgive me for listing any obvious ones):

  • the satisfaction of completion!
  • breaking down words!
  • corporation death and decline (ENRON)
  • teeth shapes!
  • cannibalism cases in fiction and reality
  • paratisism and other symbiotic relationships
  • storytelling
  • OCs and people's relationships with them
  • lesbianism and being a mean lesbian
  • yuri (history and the genre)
  • my friends
  • tasting teas and experimenting with brewing times
  • discussing inane practices
  • EGL, especially old school and nu old school styles
  • tea houses
  • the modern chinese market
  • seeing new biomes (many i have not seen!)
  • games with extensive avatar creation 
  • trains!
  • low poly anime girls
  • gift giving and receiving
  • boring internet history!
  • playing with various software
  • vintage styles and furniture
  • cultural exchange
  • women who are so nice to me
  • the powerful trickster archetype (sometimes)
  • collecting art of me and my ocs and loved ones!!

these are a bit wordy though i felt generic terms were a bit too vague.. smiles.

when i look out there, it makes me glad i'm not you!