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You sent me this while I was editing the askbox cx Luckily I saw it!!!

I like dragons. I am indifferent to elves. I don't consume much high fantasy, so I have very little exposure to them. In the past, I use to draw these.. soft chunky dragons. I like lizards and tend to get these fasciniation with Winged things, so it was object of fascination for a bit.. Also, Dragon Ball has these random large lizards lol, so it influenced me a bit.

Have no pictures of those drawings.. Here is Icarus.

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Hi nonnie!!!! I'm really honored you're asking a question like this!!! I made a short list of games I enjoy and love that feel adjacent to me. I tried to divide them up a bit depending on the category / content!

RPG Maker and Adjacent

• Halope: Halope and Ommatophilia are sisters to me! They developed with a similar timeline and have some similarities all over both games. Halope is also just very good. Dev and I are friends also!!!
• 18782: This is a game about a boy in Japan who's waiting to see his favorite Visual Kei idol. It has a lot of things in it, and that dripping SOL melancholia.. Waiting day to ay.. Nothing to do... Subculture things. Computer.
• Prey At the Altar: A very short RPG Maker game about being chosen as the sacrifice for God! (willingly!)
• re:curse: Sentient computer virus pierrot. Lesbianism. Veery Good. I'd kill for More.

Interactive Fiction and Visual Novels

• HEARTLOVEPOWERTEMPLE - Yuri rabbit girls. Faith. I like yogurt200's sensibilities a lot. HLPT always pleases me to read and see art of. I love you Iroja
• Mr. Rainer's Solve-It Service: I love MRSIS. Etherane, the developer, is very influential for me. Her early games, Hello Charlotte, is a big reason I write the way I do honestly.

18+ Stuffs

• Yes, and So Our Hollow Hearts Called for Love - This is one of the menhera jam winners. I adored it every second and still think of it after all this time. Very solid and very good. The creator of this I feel has very similar interests to me. I wish more knew of Hollow Hearts
• They Once Had Names - The MEAT! I like everything by Basic Bean, but I recommend They Once Had Names specifically because it explores something I bring upin a lot of my works but is about that the entire time. Oh you wonderfuil meat orifice. 

A lot of these have lesbians too (or are just yuri). I didn't specify which ones are yuri cause like I love the word yuri and everything but also I know some of the above I consider yuri or have lesbian protagonists but aren't really yuri.

Anyways, I hope you enjoy some or all!

A: sorry i wrote an anwer to this when i saw it arrive only to forget to actually paste it here haha!

i only have two though i've consumed more. some is on my media page and others i've never talked about publicly but are really big names in ED media so you can find them easily (ie To The Bone.. which is just ok to me)

Cousin is my favorite manga depicting a disordered relationship with food and body dysmorphic tendencies. It's the most realistic portrayal I've seen, and I think it avoids leaning into the glorification of it/overexaggeration a lot of media does. Also, it has other stuff going on.


I will always plug She Loves to Cook, and She Loves to Eat of course too. It just depicts food and the different relationships people have with it well. Interestingly enough I thought one character in here was silly only to end up having the same relationship with food with her years after first reading LOL. Also Totoko Kasuga is hot. i hope this gets an anime someday though i know it has a live action. i like how it writes woman so much.

A: hi kail!! i wov u.. and i love frozen strawberries, honey crisp apples, and i love combining several fruits into smoothies. strawberries i guess are my favorite.. but plenty others would have the potential to be if citrus didn't sting my mouth!

I’ve never actually thought about artificial flavoring in context of a variety of foods.. thinking abt it has made mee realize it’s probably why i don’t like desserts very much.

i like really concentrated artificial flavors. like candy. fruity sour candy is great, but tbh i don’t use the word fruity in context of the candy.. doesn’t taste like fruit, just the idea of fruit candy. it is not really am emulation to me.. just a different flavor with the same name as a fruit.

those flavors in other things.. don’t appeal to me though. i take the frosting off of baked goods and go years not drinking soda. i just really love candy. and fruit. i think. tangy.. sweet.. sour things. _{i actually hate artificial grape flavors though and lots of cherry things too..}

A: i haven’t been reading and watching a lot of things due to exhaustion. usually the things i finish i really like or they make me laugh.

really the only thing rhat comes to mind is yaoi lol. i read a lot of random ones. i’ve been reading Jinx which always make me extremely angry LOL, but in a good way. i’ve been leaning towards disliking it because i feel like the author is about to do some dumb bullshit loool. it’s a shame because i like her other work, BJ Alex, a lot more.

for jinx, i find the dynamics and characters to be somewhat interesting, but the progression of the story has been strange to me. i think a lot of my grievances could be fixed with more focus on Jaekyung because there was a backstory chapter with him recently but it felt somewhat rushed and like a lot is still missing, especially over 70 chapters in the manwha at the pacing we’re going at. I am enjoying this part though I just still feel weird.

I hope the story will live but I don’t trust the writer but writers have surpassed my expectations many times

A: i'd be a faerie. my old usernames used to be fae focused. i'd want to be a really scary one from a dark court that tricks humans!!!

i like fae in yogurt200's works a lot (she calls them fairy/fairies).. i use fae because of the side of the internet/fiction i was on as a kid

i love you waterfairy

A: i rewatch alien 9 sometimes because i find it short and comforting. i've seen serial experiments lain twice, but i think it will become a yearly watch.

i rewatch ENA pretty often too. i always notice new things. and i like to read the comments sometimes.. i often show people who are becoming closer to me as part of the mala friendship rituals. i've shown my girlfriend and intend to show one of my next roommates... i've shown others too on hyperbeam.

usually i replay video games.. i've been playing OFF randomly for years. i used to play it every October. i replay Mad Father and Misao sometimes. Misao isn't the best game ever, but the old versions of the game make my brain go crazy.

oh and of course,i always return to Yume Nikki (and well some fangames too like Collective Unconscious due to continuous updates). Yume Nikki means a lot to me...

I hope ENA Dream BBQ will become a part of my return rotation too.

A: I have no strong feelings about them nowadays, but when I was younger, I was obsessed with them though because I grew up on the Twilight films. My family would go see new ones as they released in theaters, so stories I wrote as a child often had vampires.

Hmm, now I struggle a bit to have interest in them. A lot of popular supernatural creatures interest me very little.. I don't read paranormal or supernatural manga much. I prefer creatures / entities that appear in religious text that have really specific things about them because of specific cultural context surrounding them.

It's interesting how little they interest me now as I feel like a lot of my childhood interests I still have a bit.. I think it might partially be because vampires vary so much depending on what text you're reading but tend to have a few specific traits that are not super interesting to me.. (sun sensitivity, blood sucking, pale) etc. I do appreciate them in gothic literature and the aesthetics associated with them though. Definitely influenced my fashion choices without me realizing.

_{love you akasha}

A: I am not too picky about weather because something will usually make me uncomfortable anyways. I just like when it's warm- maybe high 60s F or low 70s.. Higher 70s if it's windy.

I like if it's sunny, but sometimes the sun burns.. But if it's cloudy, I tend to get cold...

Also, the feeling of certain weather varies a lot depending on your location.. But I guess.. Partly cloudy warm weather :'D

A: Naming just one feels a bit criminal, so I hope you don't mind if I provide a list.

1. suboptimalism. i enjoy reading suboptimalism's thoughts on things, and the amount of knowledge he has on various subjects makes me envious. though i always enjoy his opinions.. even if his Evangelion opinions are different from mine T_T. He recommended me books recently, and I've been getting through one slowly and am excited to start the others!!

2. crow-queen.com i think i started reading crow-queen's thoughts last year, but caught up this year. they are the most delightful user on the site for me, and i find reading their thoughts to be a breath fresh air.. there aren't a lot of websites that are so lolita focused on neocities. her website is like always having access to a sweet treat, and sometimes i learn new things about the fashion- especially since i'm not really caught up on modern trends. I also see this user in other lolita spaces, and I always think "ah I know you" which is fun.

3. cmsvgp.neocities.org This user's website is very pleasing on my eyes, and they write in a sincere way that moves me to tears. They also like Whisper of the Heart and a lot of other things I really enjoy. It's a site I hold dear to my heart.

4. saint-image.neocities.org is the last one i can think of. it took me a second to remember their username. the colors are very pleasant, and i really love their pictures and diary entries. This site's aesthetics have probably influenced me way more than i've realized hahaa!!!

It's about time to update my site again. I feel as though pink isn't really my color anymore, and i haven't been super active here. I've been very exhausted mentally and physically haha but looking at my favorites inspires me.. also if one of their buttons is missing from my button wall.. It's not for any particular reason. i'm just bad at maintaining that thing. i kind of want to delete it HAHA... I prefer linking to articles and specific pages nowadays.. but perhaps that is a bit lame...

A: Hmm, my favorite song right now is probably Right Medicine by Gregory and the Hawk but also I recently started listening to this Japanese band from the 90s called Nurse I really enjoy. There's no album.. Just an entire discography uploaded.

I was talking to Io about being in Japan and talking to a Japanese student about this piece of sushi called a "hamburg." I was so confused by what this sushi was, and the student was confused because she viewed hamburgers as an American thing I guess. I think about that conversation a lot. For context, the sushi was like.. a ball of beef or something.

A cool fact about me is that I play guitar. Bow wow!

Thank you so much also! I think I'm doing a lot better today though not completely better yet :-)

A: My favorite movie is Paprika though Helter Skelter, Kamikaze Girls, and Whisper of the Heart are up there as well! I just really love Paprika.. It changed my world.

A: I have seen a few episodes of Columbo, but Matlock is my old detective show of choice. It's really my granny's fault though- she says Columbo speaks too slowly haha!

A: I can not sleep so more questions!! Hmm, most sea creatures I really like aren't fish, so I hope it's okay if I name a cephalopod! I like octopus. The way females treat their young is interesting to me. It actually makes me cry a bit. I also love their intelligence.. I wish they lived longer.

A: Hmm.. A favorite show. My brain immediately said Alien 9, but I actually think it's Revolutionary Girl Utena! I don't watch a lot of shows outside of anime unfortunately haha! Outside of anime, I like westerns and old detective shows like Gunsmoke and Monk!

A: yes! .flow is my favorite narrative wise, but my favorite fangame to explore is withers. i think it's the most beautiful fangame i've played and it truly does feel like dreams i've had.

here are some maps!

I miss it I should replay soon..

A: i used to when i was young, but nowadays i find the process of combing through sites like ao3 to be actively detrimental to my psyche. i tend to avoid most things that have to do with ~fandom~

A: my favorite flavor of ice cream i think is rainbow sherbert. i tend to get it pretty often. i like strawberry a lot too. i tend to get vanilla most of the time because i'm used to it though.

i recently learned about phasmids. i thought it was just a disco elysium thing lol. i learned that they can get pretty big too and the largest likely remain undiscovered. technically i've seen them too- they're stick bugs! i'd love to see giant ones..