HOME
landing- landing page of website
guestbook - leave messages for me via cbox and guestbook
askbox- send an anonymous question
personal - my personal pages
projects- links to various projects i've done
art - a link to my various art archives
media - a link to my pages about media
tools - my scripts and tools for others
outgoing - has my buttons, neighborhood links, cliques, webrings, etc
PERSONAL
webmistress- about me
100 webmaster questions - says on the tin
diary - my blog which is divided by month. significant months will be highlighted below eventually
misanthropy- self indulgent drivel about misanthropy and self exploration and hello charlotte or something man idk
my friend zed - page gift about my best friend
EGL - my page about lolita fashion
scans - lolita scans i like
adventures - pictures in lolita
questions - lolita questionaire
closet - my wardrobe
webring - lolita webring
shrine - shrine to nameless poem
MEDIA
media log - features rambles about media i like
tunes - music that is important to me
concert - machine girl concert highlights
albums - a variety of albums i always come back to
Uzumaki and Psychosis - essay about how Uzumaki can be intepreted as a story about psychosis
Ritsuko Akagi - essay about Ritsuko Akagi likely being a lesbian
Vegeta Shrine - Shrine to Vegeta
Biography - Vegeta' biography (missing Daima and Super)
Timeline - Vegeta biography condensed
Clips - Clips of Vegeta
Outfits - Slowly cataloguing his outfits
Toriyama - Toriyama passing
Abridged - Thoughts on Dragon Ball Z Abridged
Second Life - My Second Life / Bunny page
Bunny - Page dedicated to Bunny
Rabot - Page dedicated to Rabot
Closet - Page for avatar outfits
Gallery - Second Life gallery dump
Links - Second Life links
Communities - Communities
Writing Black Characters - A zine reflecting on black character creation guides and representation in popular media
GAMES
Mall - interactive yume nikki web project baesd on the mall location. collaboration between me and fizzsea
Ophagirl - An EGL centric dress up game
Games - Itchio focused games backup page that will eventually be moved to a subdomain
RehAIbilitation - hospitials, trans lolitas, and bunnies
Girlfriend Dressup - Help Eleanor and Calliope get dressed
Meat Girl - it's winter time. meat girl.
squid girl world 0 - girl of mushroom planet
squid girl world: visitor - a visitor arrives
squid girl world: memory - memory is a fragile thing
squid girl world: escape from dev hell - companion zine
MALL - a yume nikki experience
What Is It Like to Taste - cute girls who hate to eat
Devil's Food - choose your path death game I made in high school that I haven't backed up for some reason
ART
portfolio - my portfolio (leads off-site)
archive - an archive of my artwork over the years
aminas - a shrine to my oldest ocs Kie and Rie Amina
cakes - a shrine to the Cake Sisters
eleanor - a shrine to the main character of my game RehAbilitation
oc catalogue - catalogues my OCs with links to artists on site
YOU
Usakumya Cult - lolita webring
RPG Maker Webring - RPG Maker enthusiast webring
Dream Team Clique - a pixel clique for yume nikki and ynfg fans
Yoshitoshe Fanlisting - A fanlisting for Yoshitoshe Abe fans
Mala's Shopping Guide - A guide with my shopping habits and addressing comments/questions aimed at me often
Makima Fanlisting - Fanlisting for Makima of Chainsaw Man fame
F2U Scripts - Scripts on my site that I make public occasionally
Security - Security for PHP + Hasher script
Askbox - Script to have your own askbox using a database and PHP
RSS - Simple RSS update tool for PHP sites
Dollmaker - For making a simple dollmaker (works on static hosts like Neocities but can also be done easily with PHP)
Fanlistings - Simple fanlistings script meant as easier low maintenance alternative to Enthusiast
Blog Scripts - My blog scripts plus some templates if you wanna use it I guess
Afro Surrealism Manifesto - The Afrosurreal Manifesto by D Scott Miller. Reading this made me feel like I wasn't absolutely insane, and it is the only "label" I really feel suits me as a storyteller.
Afro Surrealism Is Dead (And It's About Damn Time) - The author of the Afro Surreal Manifesto created this article in which he (rightfully) complains about the mainstream's handling of the term. To me, this article does a good job showing how modern counterculture becomes mainstream and is taken over by wealthy people who never acknowledge early innovators of the counterculture. However, you know... this article is a long line of pieces in the tradition of major figures and early pioneers of countercultures complaining about their evolution... I have complex feelings on this article and these sorts of works as an indie artist, but it did inspire me to make these buttons.
Tyoma's "The Curse Of Being A Teenage Girl" - This is an article about Tyoma's experiences growing us as a teenage girl. Some of it felt like looking in a mirror, and I deeply connected with it.
Good News, The Internet As We Know It May Be Doomed by Suboptimalism - I really enjoy reading suboptimalism's writings and this is one of my favorites. This article is about how the current state of the internet likely won't last forever for several reasons. I am looking forward to the future of the internet
Toby Fox's Secret Base Volume 4: Yume Nikki - This is a translation of Toby Fox's 'interview' with Kikiyama. It also has some of Toby Fox's thoughts on RPG Maker games. This is a favorite of mine for obvious reasons
beepbox - a chiptune music program that works in browser
bitsy - a little pixel game engine that works in browser
twine - an interactive story game engine that can also work in browser. can be integrated with bitsy
online blinkie creator - an online blinkie creator- has some other goodies too
error messager generator - make your own error messages
renpy - a visual novel engine that uses it's own scripting language and python
dialogic - godot tool for dialogue.
Create Something Terrible by Bikobatanari - This is an article about creating terrible art and how in a world where professionals and hobbyists share the same spaces, it's important to continue making things we want to make. It really reached me, and although I want to respect Bikobatanari's desire to go offline, I do wish this article was still public. Bikobatanari has several other fabulous writings as well.