everyone hates me
Posted on: 2026-08-05 07:22:00

Tomorrow I'm going to hangout with Zed. This will be fun. I've been afraid of everyone and everything, but have no IRLs to move out with (outside of one who lives two  hours away but sometimes visit). Mother is critical when I hangout with this friend. Once she intensely asked if we were lesbian lovers.


I am too silly for love for love right now. I made  friends on Her but it was too exhausting to really keep up with.


Maybe my family likes me socially incompetent because I don't date many women.


I applied at Wal-Mart. I hope they don't hire me or else I won't buy groceries anymore.
squirrel corpse
Posted on: 2026-08-03 07:57:00

There's a squirrel corpse.


I've seen it two days in a row on the way to the dog park.


I forget it's there. My dog walks up to it. I scream. He knows I'm scared. He trots away from it with no sense of urgency.


There are disturbances in the ground like an animal is traveling beneath them. 


The ground is full of litter this morning.


I call my dog past each gross thing. He listens. It's nice.


It all frightens me, but he doesn't seem to mind.