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Q: Would Eleanor and Aiyana get along?
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There's a possibiltiy Eleanor would think Aiyana hates her because Aiyana dislikes talking and Eleanor is not sure how to cope with that... Also same, with Aiyana. Eleanor can come as standoffish but she isn't actually.

They'd also probably be awkward around one another.. Like, if everyone leaves the room, they'd just be looking at each other LOL. They communicate so differently.

Aiyana would probably get along better with Calliope in a one on one scenario... Eleanor is hard to talk to.. She has a very narrow range of interests. I do like to think about specific scenarios with them though.. Menhera homebound girls meet up and everyone suffers.

 

Answered on: 2026-02-05 20:33:34
Q: Seeing Eva gush abt Adelaide was so cute... What do the cast members + Ellie & Calli think their partners charm points are? I really like how grounded the relationships feelhe
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Smiles.. lesbianism.

Well, Eva thinks Adelaide is very hot for one. LOL. She loves being with this tall mean frilly woman. She likely thought Adelaide was attractive for a very long time, and she clued in on Adelaide's deal very quickly because she is good at that sorrt of thing. She finds Adelaide's constant self exertion to be an attractive thing even if she wishes she'd cool off. She really LOVES when Adelaide asks for her help. To have someone who is so focused on being independent rely on and love her makes her insane. She enjoys getting to know Eva, and she also likes being around her. A lot of the things that'd be turn offs for others like her harshness end up making Eva crazy because she's just.. She REALLY LIKES IT. 

Adelaide would likely struggle to identify why she likes Eva, but if she really were pushed (or drunk), she'd probably say she likes how self assured she is... Adelaide finds Eva attractive too.. She probably finds her a bit dollish. It's why she wants to dress her up and put her in cute things.. She'd put Eva in a doll house if she could. But she likes that Eva is still.. her own person. She also likes that Eva can Do Tasks.. Adelaide finds a Useful Lesbian to be the most attractive kind of girl. Adelaide, most of all, enjoys that Eva is willingly hers. Even if she pushes Eva away, Evangeline is so loyal... 

Emma would think everything about Aiyana is cute because she's programmed to in a way lol, but you know, she'd learn to find certain things about her cute. She'd likely like their size difference, but she'd like if Aiyana gained weight to.. Emma would always be stronger than Aiyana because of her Robot Body... She thinks Aiyana's focus on media and consumption/distribution of it is cute. She likes her tone of speaking.. calm steady.. She likes her cute nightgowns and her willingness to do most things.

Aiyana... hm. Aiyana would struggle to articulate what she likes about Emma- likely focusing on her reliability. She'd be flustered if asked about Emma's appearance but admit she does find her attractive but doesn't think about those things... She'd maybe describe Emma as cute.. in that she sings in the kitchen and acts like a cat, but she'd feel weird about it since Emma is a robot. But you know, she very much likes a lot of Emma's physical traits.

Calliope likes that Eleanor is a fucking weirdo- she even likes her mental instability even if it causes problems. Eleanor is a very like.. Intense person and it's something Calliope likes very much. A lot of things Eleanor inteprets as being bad about herself are things Calliope adores. She also thinks Eleanor is very attractive.

Eleanor likes.. Calliope.. She likes how smart she is.. And she feels like Calliope is a calming presence.. She finds her pretty too, in a way she admires. She feels like Calliope is a whole developed person. She's charming and good at making friends, yet Cali chose Eleanor.. And she continues to choose her over and over again. 

Eleanor and Calliope are on very similar wavelengths too.. They are similar people who are into fucked up jokes and talking shit about others lol. I said earlier they wouldn't consider a lot ita but the thing is if they both saw something they disliked, they'd hold their tongue and then go talk shit in a restroom somewhere.. They're MESSYYYY. And they love it. I don't think Eleanor realizes the extent that Calliope is like her but she knows she does love when they are together. 

These are simple... Yuri.

Answered on: 2026-02-05 20:26:34
Q: What lolita brands and styles would Adelaide, Eleanor and Calliope prefer and what would they consider 'ita'? Love their coords~
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HA! ^^ Calliope and Adelaide and Eleanor are weird cause I'm an old schooler and even modern lolita I draw with old tastes, but I do think they'd enjoy modern EGL too- I just have things I prefer to draw. Calliope specifically would enjoy prints a lot. They'd all agree Metamorphose is very good. 

Eleanor and Adelaide would enjoy Marble, N+ah, and Sheglit.. They have similar tastes and most of their conversations likely revolved around new releases. Adelaide is a bit more OTT than Eleanor but they still have so much overlap. They probbly still randomly see a major release and message each other haha... Eleanor in all caps and Adelaide with restrained excitement.

Adelaide would also enjoy OTT solid releases from Angelic like Strawberry Shortcake OP, but she'd prefer things liek Metamorphose, Physical Drop, and likely things like Elizabeth OP by Baby. She enjoys big skirts.

Calliope would enjoy Angelic Pretty (naturally), but she'd also like a lot of sweet taobao brands that I can't name because I don't wear Sweet. Calliope has the most diverse taste of the girls. She'd wear gothic and shiro too. 

Adelaide would not like brands like Majoh, but Eleanor would. I think Adelaide would dislike a lot of the street CN lolita while Eleanor would enjoy it.. Adelaide would enjoy seeing Eleanor in it and probably have her idea of lolita expanded upon by Eleanor's edginess at times.. Eleanor likes guro and punky stuff and bends rules a lot.

I think all three expand each other's minds and things they don't like they end up liking on each other.. They'd probably only consider someone not learning about lolita and making bad coords with no respect for the fashion 'ita.' They are lifestylers so they've all worn mid coords and have filler pieces.. To them it's just clothes.. 

Though Adelaide is a bit weird about it after college.. As she ages, she likely goes more OTT and gets more refined (though she's just a girl so she can't be perfect everyday, but looking off really disturbs her). She likely views more dramatic lolita as suitable for someone her age.. but Eleanor and Calliope are very open to being casual and wearing things like proto.. Adelaide would probably be into it too if she were still around Calliope and Eleanor. Adelaide is probably the only lolita in her town (or at least the only lifestyler).

Answered on: 2026-02-05 01:39:53
Q: What does Eleanor major in? Did she and Calliope meet online? Did her uni accomodate her for opening up after the events of the VN or did she mostly have to white knuckle through it? Her situation and subsequent reaction in tandem with her gurlfriend felt very true to life I think... It makes me wonder what sort of setbacks they'd have and how they'd overcome it. Self harm is very stigmatized as a whole, though some forms are legalized and some more frowned upon like Eleanor's. Does she mainly do it for self regulation or self loathing? Either way great work, very realistic yet sweet. Being mentally ill while dating can lead to her mentality easily and burn out the partner like her gf. What would their future look like? Anyway thx fir writing, ilustrations were very lovely too :>
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Eleanor drops out haha. She never gets her degree but she goes back to college for a while. But she ends up focusing on herself and freedom.. She fails her classes, so she does lose her scholarships and have to stop attending. She lives though.

Cali and Eleanor met online probably on something like Tumblr as teenagers. Eleanor and Calliope likely have many struggles.. I hope to make a sidestory discussing Calliope within the next year or so in the 'final' version of RehAIbilitation that addresses Cali's burnout properly and how the two deal with it.

i miss them..

Answered on: 2026-02-05 01:23:51
Q: I found the differences in how the protagonists of RehAI and WIILTT approach, describe as well as get treated by their respective psychiatric systems very insightful and resonating as a fellow POC autistic mentally ill girl. Thank you for depicting it with such care and nuance, it means a lot to me. Having both protags be more receptive to AI than their human counterparts rang very true to me, much like Aiyana described our affinity to them since 'being too robotic' is oftentimes associated. That sort of kinship felt very in line... I'm guessing both had adverse effects with the traditional human counterparts? It's very sweet of Adelaide to help Aiyana like that, despite her outward demeanour. AI and robots often get a bad rep nowadays, so that was a breath of fresh air^^ Do you think they'll be better results in terms of therapeutic help and caregiving than the current modalities? In any case thank you fir sharing your works and best of luck with your future endeavours o/
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Aiyana avoids human counterparts because she does not want to have much on her record, and she also will just shut down. Eleanor likely gets to a point of seeming 'okay' with her therapists or just not knowing what to talk about and then breaks off.. 

And regarding AI, I have very specific feelings about AI as someone who hates openAI and Midjourney but does enjoy LLM technology when hosted on a small scale (locally usually but i'm also not averse to a company hosting it).

I'm at a point where I genuinely don't think it's possible to have an AI do anything therapeutic Officially because therapists often don't even know what they're doing and are learning over time as they get to know their patient.. It's just that people are more likely to open up to something that is Not alive, so I don't think its use cases are completely out of the question. But the problem is you need to have safeguards for the average user, but when someone is opening up to a machine and they encounter these safeguards, they have a tendency to break them or spiral.

AI is constantly being used to generate new information but really to me it should be locked to behaving in certain ways with very specific focuses.  IE having a person talk to an AI and having that be routed to an actual Human who can do something With That Data makes sense to me. To me a lot of problems in the psychiatric field atm are due to a lack of data that could easily be gathered.. I am especially interested in cases of personality disorders and schizophrenia because they are so hard to treat but also it seems like so little information exists for them... Patients refuse to open up about anything a lot of the time due to the nature of these disorders, but I think people with PDs and schizo-spec disorders would be more receptive to someone who is Not alive, but I also think it could make everything worse haha.

It'd require a kind of interdisciplinary crossover I'm not sure is possible with Silicon Valley being full of idiots and everyone hates AI now (for good reason.. thinks about anime girls pouring slog into my home city.. closes my eyes).

But I'll.. always like Local LLM stuff... The most popular use for AI is roleplay for context and that's how the hobby started.. It's just.. now it's being used for Google which is stupid.

But well, the reason I am not sure is because of the casees where OpenAI starts to give the user psychosis or convinces them to commit suicide. AI gets so weird because of the black box problem. Even the people who make these models including local ones don't know the internal workings delicately.. It's why I am just not sure.. most people should have access to it you know? Even if a model existed for therapeutic uses, I just feel like the two fields (CompSci / Psych) would ever be able to.. work compatibly.. Cross-disciplinary work is very hard.

Fun fact: AMA is based on the simple publicly accessible LLMs made in early days  (when RehAIbilitation was made) where they were mostly predictive and said reasonable but comforting things with very strict safeguards while Emma is based on the LLMs that are so large that they just straight up break. She has safeguards to avoid sending user into psychosis or schizophrenia but one way LLM models break also is just by getting too horny so it was funny to write with Emma..

Answered on: 2026-02-04 23:04:55