welcome home

mala ᓚᘏᗢ

trying to perfect my danbooru filters with the two freely available feeling like i'm about to kill myself <-- gave up on danbooru

2025-12-10 15:26:55

mala ᓚᘏᗢ

r the people in the itch forums aliens

2025-12-10 00:24:39

mala ᓚᘏᗢ

usually must take initiative to make things myself due to no one else wanting to make them but do truly enjoy being made to do smaller things and also failing to do things and then getting rewarded for my efforts. wags tail

2025-12-09 18:37:58

mala ᓚᘏᗢ

being at the ATL airport makes u fantasize abt not having legs

2025-12-08 12:36:24

mala ᓚᘏᗢ

being tired at airport with a heavy bag on the escalator is a life or death scenario

2025-12-08 12:22:08

mala ᓚᘏᗢ

theyre circling the flight attendant like theyre gonna kill him

2025-12-08 10:47:10

mala ᓚᘏᗢ

I just wish Alastor was a cute creepy girl <-- hand twitching. Though the interactions with Vox then would be so uncomfortable but god.

2025-12-08 04:00:19

mala ᓚᘏᗢ

Anyways my next task will be getting SQL set up on my main computer so coding offline is easier (and it'll motivate to to actively back up my files more WHICH I DO just I spread it out). I'm pretty excited about it. Idk why it didn't occur to me before

2025-12-08 02:42:06

mala ᓚᘏᗢ

<-- possessive strange person

2025-12-08 02:38:13

mala ᓚᘏᗢ

crazy how the first therapist i've jived iwth since i was 14 got me diagnosed with autism and the one from when i was 14 tried to get me diagnosed with ######## but alas.. i saw her for a week in a hospital and she only realized i had that issue because she could observe me Lol and i simply refuse to tell anyone else.

2025-12-08 02:01:09

mala ᓚᘏᗢ

I like the soldier skirts too

2025-12-07 04:16:19

mala ᓚᘏᗢ

The nutcracker is so lovely (in intermission). The ankle length bloomers, the nightgown that moves like water, the mice.. It’s all so cute.

Music so brilliant. There were two clowns that were so cute plus others. I love when people play inanimate object.

I almost cried. I really like the idea of an inanimate objects coming to life and loving you.

2025-12-07 01:11:05

mala ᓚᘏᗢ

common sense monster is okay

2025-12-06 20:31:50

mala ᓚᘏᗢ

Sometimes I think about my bio dad and other family appearing then vanishing again forever lmao and then I think about how I told my mom about my autism diagnosis and she said nothing and I think about how the only people who listen and care about are my sisters who my mom wants to mold into perfect people and I just think about all of it

2025-12-06 18:52:00

mala ᓚᘏᗢ

IT'S 2AM. YOU'RE GOING TO HELL.

2025-12-06 06:57:59

mala ᓚᘏᗢ

CAN MY NEIGHBORS SHUT THE FUCK UP.

2025-12-06 06:57:43

mala ᓚᘏᗢ

netflix buying hbo max kind of nightmare scenario for me <-- adventure time fan

2025-12-06 03:47:51

mala ᓚᘏᗢ

I think one thing about premium services is that I usually odn't want people to know I've paid for that sort of thing. Like I like some features of Discord nitro in theory but it's embarrassing having that be paid for publicly (also I hate discord) so I rarely use it. I feel a similar way about Twitter blue and the checkmark curse. Twitt blue genuinely so useful to creatives on that site since it's shit now but I unfollow people who have the checkmark so...

2025-12-06 03:41:57

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2025-12-05 23:23:55

mala ᓚᘏᗢ

You know I think I don't wanna die anymore (crazy)

2025-12-05 06:08:17